Sunday, February 7, 2016

February stars

Sometimes you pray for the things you want the most. 
Sometimes the things you want the most doesn't want you back. 
I might have fallen in something deeper than I thought cause I prayed for something bigger than what I saw. 
I always stay up and ask myself if I'm on the right track.. I wonder if I need to change my path. 
I think of all those little things, those small parts of myself I leave behind. 
Those pieces that you can't put them back together. With every word unsaid, the way you move your lips to say something just for nothing to come out.
The way your eyes try to look directly into their soul, to discover they're looking at a void. 
How every time you feared loneliness, loneliness is what you get by the end. 
How much you wanted to ask them to stay, but letting go was much easier than holding uncertain souls. 
Then every time you lose a piece of yourself, a little dream of yours vanish into the sky. 
You're no longer the person you used to know, you're no longer the dreams you had. 
You will never be able to get back to what you were, you can never look at the sky and ask for your dreams back. 
And for that, to every unspoken word, I ask the sky to switch the light of a star. 
So maybe we could learn, maybe we could stay.
Maybe we could teach each other how to hold hands even if it's dark around us. 

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