Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Can I meet you halfway?

I pull and push.
You push harder in case I didn't notice. 
I try to run away but you're still there. 
You said you won't go away. You will wait.
I try to believe that. 
That you will wait.. But till when? 
Is there's a deadline for that? 
Is there's a deadline for feelings? 
You're willing to buy the stars and go away just to be with me.
You're pausing your future for me.
I feel the love, I feel everything you're trying to show me. 
Sometimes I feel I'm so tiny and weak because of all the things I might give up to move away and be with you. 
But am I giving away my happiness? 
What is happiness? Is it you and me or is it how we used to be? Pulling back and forth? 
You've loved me for years and till that day I couldn't give you anything but my presence and care.. But is that enough? 
Is that enough for you? 
Some days I'm the happiest when I'm with you, some others I'm scared of the distance. 
It happens, you get scared of what you attract.. I always attracted the distance. 
You're traveling and leaving things behind just to be with me somewhere in between. 
You're meeting me halfway. We came from the same street, years kept us apart and now we're meeting again in new place. A place you want to call home. 
Did I mention that I don't feel home in places? 
Did I tell you that I feel home in people? 
Will that make you run away? 
I think about you most of the time, and ask myself what if it went wrong.
Will I lose my best friend? 
Sometimes I miss you, I miss my best friend And I want him back the way it used to be. 
You're doing the most important things that any woman would want.
Did I mention how I love it when you sing to me? 
Did I tell you how I hate it when you're sad and I can't even hug you or kiss your forehead to tell you how it's going to be okay? 
I feel like we're going fast, going with the flow never did me wrong.
So let's go with the flow because wrong is not acceptable with you. 

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